girlsowicked's Blog

if i died today no one would even know it.
or care if they were to know.

so thts it.ya see?i fukked up[ too much,too many times.stupid girl.kill yourself.wortyhless fukk.you know dumb giorl you was never to been at all anyway.you see why no one lets you forget that?your momma was a fukking whore.

all this time.
fukk it.what about it?who fukking cares?go back to zoning out on your pain pills and pain patches.fade out til ya don't realize its all your own blood your spilling.while your at it  jam this blade in your throat too.hell swallow all the broken window glass.you feel so yucky and angry that your just numb and ice cold really.no one was ever here,you delusional borderline b!tch.NO ONE WAS EVER HERE.you fooled yourself into hoping and wishing someone was.all so you could put your pathetic death on hold a while longer.and now that ya pulled your head outta yur a$$...you have never felt so goddamn stupid and  idiotic.your embarrassed to still be alive.your ashamed and guilt ridden your still alive.dumb girl.dammit girl just pull your own damn trigger on daddy's loaded shotgun laying at your feet.no one will even ever know.

 

 

and i feel really stupid for bothering.

not like my bad side than why should i give u any of the decency in me?
i am nopt going to kiss a$A$ anymore.i am what i am.
take it or leave it.because you ain't care when i'm at my worst....
then go completely away.fukk this.fukking p!ssed off again.thank u.

b!tch mommy kicked me outta the mini hearst earliert.bloodied a knuckle in her ugly new mini hearst.FUKK HER!! i ain't goddamn feel good.and anyone else ain't like it?fukk off and fukk you.i don't need anyone buggin my last fukking nerve i ain;'t have.i'm bezerking murderous thoughts at mommy.i just HATE her- both of them- sooooo much. mommy just aggravates,frustrates and makes furious.i get outta control i can't stand it so bad.and shes damn lucky it was the dash punched.....because recently she is just..............MAKING SO FUKKING ANGRY.i'm scared to be around her.i'm that damn ANGRY.
fukk the b!tch.FUKK YOU MOTHER.JUST FUKK YOU.

 

all this sh!t with whoever is really really bugging me0.
i mean.you r not u.after what i did @ local this past weekend,u would never still showin attention. so wtf?
this a lg job?ls job?
i'm done.fukk off.
because you are not u.i will never ever be fooled into this again.

 

ok so i know already i post some dumb sh!t at times.especialy  when i'm bored.
and right now i am bored.